Yes I am convinced that I have made the right decision

God had shown me many signs, through my family, friends, even colleagues (soon to be ex, haha), that this is the right move to make. Although I'm still stressed at work, I feel more at ease, and determined to leave.

But I feel that I let down my team members, who so far have been very cooperative. The team spirit is great! I'll miss them, but for me, I still have to go.

Movin on

This is a shock to many... and also to myself. I finially decided to end my run in my workplace. Tendered resignation on Fri 22/06/07. I have to serve a one month notice, so I believe my last day is on 22/07/07.

I'll be going on to another challenge, teaching. God showed me too many signs already. I have to leave. So I left. :)

Long time no blog

Yes... i know this is my first blog in 15 days. Haha. So now u know how busy I was. I now live in my company :( Really need to "repair" my health again. Already spent so much money on chinese doc to get my health in shape, now it's going down the drain again coz of my new job scope. I will be going back to office later, to clear my backlog!!! SO MUCH WORK!!! And today is supposed to be my restday. I need more time to myself. SOB.

I NEED REST! But I thank God, that I had my 8 hours of sleep last nite. It's been so long, that I've not woken up to an alarm. Thank God that I was able to wake up to no alarm today! YAY. I feel refreshed, but still stressed by the mountains of work I have to face when I go back to work later.

I need a new job.

Peace out.

SO BUSY

Yesterday I asked Hing Lun to fetch me to office... so I reached office at 7:30 AM!!! Had so much work to do, that I only left office at 11 PM! Hing Lun had to bring food for me so that I do not get my gastric again... Haiz. I worked a total of 15 and a half hours. I think I'm going crazy soon.

Saw my chinese doc 2 days ago. She took a look at my tongue, said it looks fine... then she took my pulse and suddenly looked at me with a shocked face... She said this is what they call overworked. Haiz... I need a lot of prayers.

God help me... this is taking a toll on my health again. Sob.

My legs... arghhhhh

Oh gosh!!! I woke up to a super aching body!!! Wanted to go back to office today to clear my emails so that I do not get overwhelmed on Monday... but it seems that I can't. Too painful... :( I'll go to office on Sunday then... sobs.

So since I'm home today... let me share some more things I learnt over the 2 day seminar.

I learnt not to complain, whatever situation I'm in, not to complain. Just to do the best that I can do. Even if I still do not know what I want to do in future (as in career), the goal in the near future, should be to do the best I can in my current job. Like what T. Harv Eker said, I will try to not complain/whine about anything for the next 7 days!!! Ok fine, I'll TRY. Ok FINE, I WILL STOP COMPLAINING!!! :)

Will update more again when I remember what I have learnt. Hehe.

Paralysed

I feel paralysed from neck down. Haha.

Yesterday went for a company sports day. Played captains ball. What is captains ball lor!!! Played so much of it in church YEARS ago and in school. I thought I could handle it with no sweat. Ok fine, I have not been exercising for a long long time. So... my WHOLE body is aching like crazy!!!

Oh man... I need more exercise... haiz.

Was on leave for the past 2 days. Attended the National Achievers' Congress and learnt a lot. The most impactful topic to me, was the one on Happiness. Happiness is not something that you wait for others to give you. Happiness is a choice, it is a decision you make. Do not think negatively, always think positively. For example, say " I play to win", instead of "I play not to lose". Do you see the difference? Here's a very useful exercise for all who are reading this blog right now. Close your eyes, put a BIG smile on your face. Then think of something sad or angry while keeping the BIG SMILE on your face. DO THIS BEFORE YOU READ ON!!!














You will realize..... that you can't think of angry or sad thoughts if you have a BIG SILLY SMILE on your face! Haha... isn't it wonderful? Great huh?

Thank God for the things I've learnt in the 2 day seminar.

Scary Monday tomorrow

Tomorrow is the 1st day i assume my new role at work... Worried. Worried that I don't perform up to expectations. Worried that I do not get accepted by my new team. Worried about everything. God help me.

Trying to distract myself by playing maple... got distracted for a while, but now as u can see, I am blogging, so I am worried again.

Everytime I think of it I get butterflies in my stomach. Haiz.

I need to take a nap, headache.

I miss my old workstation already... will take one last look at it tomorrow morning before moving the rest of the stray stuff left to my new workstation. Haiz.