is killing me... can't stand for long, can't sit for long... My gynae said that I'm still too early to have backaches, and it will only get worse. She thinks it's because of my posture. I guess it's true... but how? Sigh...
I'm trying to be happy most of the time now, so that my moods don't affect my baby. But... sigh... how to be happy when teaching? When students don't cooperate? When I still have to get angry, scold, chase for homework. Sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. It's their life right? Why should I even care? Let them lead their own lives they want, if they don't care about their results, why should I? I'm tired of being angry and affected by their attitudes towards their studies. Guess I have to loosen up and think for the best for my baby.
Why did God have to call me into this line... I guess I'm still finding out.
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