Boredom is good

Hahahaha... I feel bored. But I prefer boredom to stress. Lol.

Maybe I should ask some of my unemployed friends out to exercise in the coming week, since I have no work yet. From 24 Sep onwards, I have a part time job until end of the year. Muahaha.

You must be wondering why I do not want to go relief teaching. Laziness I guess... or maybe I'm just irritated by those noisy adolescents. Zzz.

Yimin had diarrhea today, and didn't go church. Poor thing, hope that you are better.

I always like the sermons given by Pastor Jia Mi. Somehow they make me more fervent for God's Word. I think I wanna finish reading/studying Esther tomorrow. Yeah, that's my resolution for tomorrow.

Byez for now.

I think I will not put any title for this post. All my titles are irrelevant to my posts anyway. Muahaha.

I miss my old workplace. Haiz. I miss my ex colleagues, although some of them are leaving too. Haiz. I want to return so badly, but I'm afraid that I will get disappointed, so I'm trying to remove this fervent hope in me. Haiz. I will go into MOE, for now. For NOW. I'm lost, bothered, and bewildered. Haiz.

I want to go out with friends. I want to play badminton. I want to play my guitar and excel in it. I want to know God's Plan for me. AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't want so much. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

A friend's friend (sorry, dun wanna reveal who it is here) has a blog. And has this very nice sentence in one of the posts:"silence is simply another channel for us to connect". It just shows how much the other party means to this party (I'm sorry if you don't understand, but the 2 people involved will understand. Haha.). I'm touched by this sentence, and this sentence also reminds me of my parting note to one of my ex team members in my ex company. She was touched that I wrote that although she was mostly a silent worker, I wrote that we had formed a good friendship in this silence, and that I will miss her companionship, even though it was silence most of the time. It's just so beautiful, I like silence, coz I like 'stoning'. Haha.

Still zonked

Haiz... I'm still zombie-fied... I'm living in a slower paced world.

Just had lunch at Cartel with Nancy today. It was a great time catching up about stuff. Lol.

Tml gotta wake up super early to prepare to go relief teaching if any. Sian sian sian. Dun wanna scream and shout.

Hooked on a weird game

Hey all... I was playing this weird game but I found it so fun. Haha.

Snowman Stacker Toss and stack snowballs to make the tallest snowman.

Play this free game now!!

Confused

I dunno what is happening. I guess I'll just take the contract position offered by my ex company first until end of this year, then I'll decide. If God throws me sickness during these few months again, then I'll know that I will have to go into MOE.

After what happened in UOB yesterday, I'm really bewildered at what God has planned for me. I'm lost, confused. I need to pray more.

I feel like I'm moving in slow motion since yesterday. I am sluggish and zombified. Zonked, zinked, zucked. All that's in my mind is what choice I should make such that I do not go against what God has planned for me. HDSJFHUD HELP. I don't even know what to think about anymore.

I used to love playing computer games when I have nothing to do, but it seems that I have lost that fetish. I prefer reading now. Whenever I feel bored, I'll just pick up a book to read. So much so that I have completed 4 books since last week. Yes yes, I have been patronising the Tampines Regional Library. Haiz. It's weird.

Ok, I'm off to play miniclip. LOL.

What if...

What if I'm offered a perm position by my ex company. Should I take it... Not that I'm offered or wat, but... wat if???

I do not want to rebel against God's plan for me to teach. I do not.

But I will be tempted. But hasn't the years of sickness when I was in my old company clearly showed me that I must leave??? I'm tempted.

God please save me from temptation if any is to come.

Amen.

Tired...

I've never been so tired for the past few weeks. SImply going back to UOB to help train a new batch of temp staff is actually quite taxing.

I thought that it will be fun. Yes, it is fun, but I'm tired. I guess I've been bumming around for too long. Lol. Well, it's good training for me haha.

The more I stay in my old workplace, the more I start to miss working there. But as usual, the grass is always greener on the other pasture. So since I have left this place, I will not look back.